Saturday, December 24, 2016

My "Nativity Story"

A Little Magic in Bethlehem  
By Karen Mahara 
That cold spring morning, everything changed. The galloping of hooves was their only warning. Roman soldiers with a message.
Joseph left Mary at home, insisting she eat, while he braced himself for the news to follow. Roman soldiers in their village was never a good sign, and when he caught sight of the large number of them—and the official uniform of one in particular—he knew the news would be important; life-changing.
The wrinkled-face official dismounted and strode through the dusty streets until he reached Nazareth’s square. His eyes were cold, his hands certainly calloused like Joseph’s, though what they wielded was far different. Joseph worked with wood and nails; the soldiers swords and shields.
A parchment unfolded, and the words that followed cast a burden upon Joseph’s shoulders, heavier than one of his crosses.
“His Imperial Majesty, Caesar Augustus, Emperor of Rome, decrees for a census to be taken of the entire Roman world. Everyone must report to the town of their birth to be counted.” The man continued on with the time requirements and consequences for failing to do so, but the words fell on deaf ears. Joseph had to pack up his pregnant wife, his shop, and belongings to travel to Bethlehem. He didn’t know how long he’d need to be gone, but the trip alone would take twenty days to get there and back.
Joseph stumbled back to his home and sank into his chair at the table. Mary took one look at his face and ceased her bustling around the kitchen. She joined him, her kind eyes large with worry. “What is it, Joseph? What did they want?”
He ran his hand over hers before answering. “Caesar August has issued a decree that a census be taken. Since I was born in Bethlehem, I must make preparations to leave.” He couldn’t help it. He heaved a heavy sigh and rested his head in his hands.
Mary didn’t answer right away; it was something he loved about her. After a couple clarifying questions, she smiled. “We have time. It will be okay.”
“And if you go into labor on the road or while we’re there?”
“God will provide for us.”
Mary said it so matter-of-fact. Joseph could only blink at her. He had faith; he believed. But not like Mary.
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There were several families also from Bethlehem, so Joseph arranged to travel together. For eight days, they walked along the rocky terrain, gritting their teeth against the biting wind and aching feet and muscles. As Joseph predicted, the arduous journey jostled her womb, starting some early contractions. What felt like leather belts tightened around her waist, stretching back towards her spine. After a minute, the pressure eased, but with each mile, the pains grew closer together and lasted longer. Bethlehem appeared in the distance, as Mary struggled to breathe during the contractions.
When they crossed through the city gates, Joseph rushed immediately to the nearest inn. They didn’t have time to roam from place to place. He returned after only a few minutes. Shadows hung beneath his eyes. “There’s no room.”
“We knew that would happen. Did you ask about others?”
“There is no room. Anywhere.”
A heavy weight sank in her heart. What would they do? There were other alternatives—Joseph had brought enough coin—but there was no time. Mary squeezed her eyes shut as another contraction rolled over her. A thin sheet of sweat coated her forehead. God. Will. Provide. She chanted the words silently, over and over.
When it passed, Mary opened her eyes. Joseph was gone. She swallowed past the lump in her throat, wanting only to slide off the smelly donkey and collapse in a bed. Tears sprang to her eyes, and she hurriedly wiped them away. She didn’t want Joseph to see her like this, weak and emotional.
It did no good. Her entire body shuddered as sobs wracked her swollen form.
This was how Joseph found her, and he wasn’t alone. A short, lean man stood beside him, dressed in freshly pressed clothes. His long beard was peppered with gray. “It’s not a room,” his husky voice said. “I have no rooms, nor does anyone in town. But I have a safe place for the night.” The man strode away, and Joseph wasted no time in following.
They led Mary and her donkey past the inn and down a stony path around the back. Tufts of grass sprang up amongst the dirt and pebbles. Sloping rock hugged the landscape, and in its large mouth were bales of hay and animals. Mary couldn’t help but smile. Meager conditions, maybe, but it would be warm and comfortable.
The innkeeper chased away a few chickens and nudged a reluctant donkey out of the way, leading the couple to a warm space sheltered from the wind. Lanterns cast a golden glow and warmed the chilly walls and floor. “My wife will send a servant with some food. If you should need anything else, let them know.”
Mary’s heart swelled with gratitude. “Thank you, sir.” Then another contraction hit, causing the world around her to grow hazy as she fought to breathe through the pain. When the pain was over, she found they were alone.
“They’re getting closer together,” Joseph said.
She nodded. A manger full of hay sat not far from where she lay, and the animals had vanished, most likely enjoying the fair weather. Joseph put a hand on her forehead, his eyes wide with worry. Mary took it in hers. “It’s going to be okay. People have babies everyday.”
“But we don’t. Not without a midwife. Not in a stable with animals.”
Mary took a long drink from their water canteen. Joseph had a point. But she couldn’t worry about that now. She only had only a short rest before the next contraction.
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Joseph wanted to believe Mary; he tried to imitate her positive attitude.
It was impossible.
They were in a new city, staying in a stable with animals for companions and hay for a bed. His wife suffered through pain after pain, and there was nothing he could do.
But then something happened; something small yet magical.
A young girl appeared outside, arms full. She handed them warm bread and chunks of cheese. It warmed his stomach and calmed his nerves. Color returned to Mary’s face and strength to her body.
The servant turned to leave. “It’s too busy to send a midwife, but I will have a word with your wife, so she’ll know what to do.”
After a few whispered words, the girl vanished as quickly as she came.
Lord, what do I do?
Whatever Mary asked for, he’d get it. Whatever she needed, he’d find a way to make it happen. But bringing babies into the world—in Bethlehem? God may as well ask him to walk on water.
A thought sliced through his fear, calming him. Even if he knew nothing about babies or labor, Mary did. She’d helped aunts and cousins, Elizabeth, for example. Most importantly, she had faith in God. He’d already done the impossible—created a child in a virgin’s womb. Certainly He could handle delivering that child.
“God will provide,” Mary had said.
Her soft voice cut into his thoughts. “Joseph? It’s time.”
Joseph turned back to Mary. It was time. Oh, God! It’s time. He couldn’t swallow. His heart rammed against his ribs.
Mary took his hands and sank to her knees as if she were praying. And before he knew it, a baby’s cry pierced the silence of the cave. Mary curled on her side into the soft hay, the baby clutched against her chest.
Joseph stared in wonder. This squalling, dark-haired child was the Savior of the World. “Jesus,” Joseph whispered.
A dazzling smile lit Mary’s face. “Our Messiah.”
Joseph rose and removed the swaddling fabric he wore beneath his clothing. He handed it to Mary, and she wrapped the thin gauze around the baby. Jesus grew quiet, his wails fading to soft cooing. He stared up at Mary and Joseph for a moment, eyes open.
Jesus was a miracle—his conception, his delivery, and when he grew, miracles of all shapes and sizes would bless their people.
After nursing him, Mary lay Baby Jesus in the manger. Joseph raked away the soiled hay and spread fresh straw in its stead. He lay their blankets down and drew Mary close. As she fell asleep, he thanked God Mary was right.
God always provided.

Saturday, August 13, 2016

The Bible Offers Freedom, not more Chains

Charis Corner: Stories of Grace in a Broken World
By Kari Mahara
JAMES 1:22-25

The amazing Amanda Gordley challenged a few of us to spend this summer memorizing the book of James (New Testament; 5 chapters; written by the brother of Jesus). I’m not very skilled when it comes to memorizing—my brain gets overwhelmed easily with large quanities of words—but I agreed to read through it with them and attempt to memorize verses that struck a chord in my spirit. [If you have never read James, I highly recommend giving the small book a look this summer.]

When I reached verses 22-25, I couldn’t move on. I needed to reread it, ponder it, meditate on it.
“Do not merely listen to the word [this is the Bible], and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like someone who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But whoever looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues in it—not forgetting what they have heard, but doing it—they will be blessed in what they do.”

It seems obvious at first glance—don’t just listen to the Bible; do what it says. If you don’t, it’s like forgetting what you look like, which is ridiculous. But then I thought deeper about that—“forgetting what you look like.” Having just gone through my twenties, two pregnancies, and now starting on my thirties, when I look in the mirror, my reflection doesn’t always meet my expectations. I’m not still that young, fit twenty-something I use to be. Oftentimes, I don’t like what I see in the mirror, but that changes the more I accept how God sees me. As his child.

What I’ve found the most challenging is not forgetting what I look like, but forgetting WHO I AM. It’s so hard to live a life for God in America today. My eyes, my desires, my wants are manipulated everywhere. And for someone who struggles with control, I quickly feel overwhelmed and dive in to fix everything. I don’t stop and seek what God’s will is; I solve every problem myself. I replace God with me. I set others up on altars around me, giving their voices more merit than God’s. Last Sunday, God shook me in a big way through Rudy’s words as well as in the song lyrics in Enough:

“All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough”

The rest of those verses in James remind us how to find ourselves again—by “looking intently” into the Bible. And if you aren’t too sure about this, James describes God’s word this way: “that gives freedom.”


The burdens we are forced to carry today are too much. Freedom from it all—despair, anxiety, worry, fear, guilt, worthlessness, failure—comes from hearing God’s truth, continuing in it and not forgetting it, and doing it. Action is required. Your walk with God CANNOT BE ONLY A SUNDAY ACTIVITY. And God promises us that as a result, we will be blessed in what we do.

Temptation is a Call to Battle

Charis Corner: Stories of Grace in a Broken World
By Kari Mahara
JOHN 4:1-11

Everyone goes through temptation. Everyone.

What’s the very first thing that happened after Jesus’s baptism? He went out into the desert to be tempted. By Satan, the devil.

A wise man (named Tom Dyer) once said: TEMPTATION IS A CALL TO BATTLE. It’s not a sin. It’s nothing to be ashamed of. It’s something even Jesus dealt with, and he lived his life without sin.

So what did Jesus do in preparation for battle? He fasted and prayed.
For those of you not familiar with fasting, I am going to share a quick story with you about my attempt at fasting: In college, something in my spirit—that voice in my head I know to be the Lord’s—called me to fast. So every meal, really any time I was hungry, I prayed. It was extremely difficult for me, as I can be a very angry person when I’m hungry, but I grew so much closer to the Lord and interceded on behalf of my brothers and sisters in Christ much more than I would have on a normal day. But the most interesting thing that happened was when God led me to end my fast. At the time, I worked at McDonalds and took my free meal back to the staff lounge. I prayed for God’s will and began to eat. Within one minute, I was joined by a young Catholic coworker, who questioned the joy he saw in my life. He shared his life of living wildly on the weekend and repenting on Sundays, only to repeat the whole process over again. I didn’t lead him back to the Lord, but I did invite him to think on some spiritual things and encouraged him to look to God to find the “more” in his life he was pursuing.

Back to Jesus’s temptation—
After fasting and praying, Jesus was hungry. What does Satan tempt Jesus with first? A physical need or desire. Satan says, “Since you’re the son of God, make these stones bread.”
Jesus doesn’t need to think on Satan’s words—please note, thinking or dwelling on Satan’s words is ALWAYS a bad thing, as they’re usually a nugget of truth twisted into a lie. Jesus pulls out Scripture to support him, to stand on, to resist the temptation. He says: “Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.”

Next up, Satan takes Jesus up to the highest point of the temple and dares Jesus to prove himself by throwing himself down. Then, Satan quotes Scripture AGAINST Jesus. The devil says, “He will command his angels concerning you, and they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.”
THIS IS WHY IT’S SO IMPORTANT TO KNOW WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS!

But you don’t need to worry about Jesus. He says, “It is also written: Do not put the Lord your God to the test.”

And then it’s Satan’s last temptation from the desert—his Hail Mary pass, so to speak. He takes Jesus to the highest mountain and shows him all the kingdoms and their splendor. “All I will give you if you bow down and worship me.” Power, riches, freedom, fame…any earthly pleasure Jesus may seek.

But Jesus says: “Away from me, Satan! For it is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.’”

Now, here is my favorite part of the story. SATAN LEAVES. He leaves, and angels come to Jesus and care for him.

Which brings me back to my original point:
TEMPTATION IS A CALL TO BATTLE

Are you ready? Do you have your defensive plan in place? Are you prepared to battle Satan?
If you are married to a believer, your spouse is your ezer, a Hebrew word when used to describe the “helper” God made for Adam. It depicts a military comrade in the act of “rescuing or saving” their partner in peril. Instead of attacking the other’s back, we should be guarding it.

If you are involved at LifeWater, you should be a part of a Life Group. There you should have a team of military comrades always at the ready to join you in battle: through prayer and action.

Remember, you are not alone. Don’t think you have to do this on your own. We were made to join together to fight Satan. One light is easily extinguished or hidden, but when a group of lights come together, they can light a room, a building, even the world.

In the very next chapter of Matthew, Jesus begins his ministry and says, “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house.” Matthew 5:14-15.


Jesus’s message (Matthew 4:17) is the same today as it was then: “Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven has come near.” It lives in YOU.

The REAL Enemy

Charis Corner: Stories of Grace in a Broken World
By Kari Mahara

Ephesians 6:10-18:
“Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.”

Okay. I have exactly fifteen minutes to feed the twins and get them in the van to leave for preschool. Grilled cheese? No, pbj. So I run to the cabinet, ignoring the overflowing sink with dirty dishes—that’s the husband’s job, not mine. (They’ve been there for three days now. I’m not about to break down and wash them.) I open the door, and there are no plates. No worries. The table is cleanish. I grab bread, peanut butter, and jelly, and then I open the drawer for a knife. BUT THERE ARE NONE.

I have a choice now. I can scream, groan, curse my husband, call him on the phone and tell him off, or all the above. Or I can step away for just a minute and breathe.

In this scenario, my husband is the enemy. He should’ve made it a priority to clean the dishes. He should’ve done this or that. But this verse is a great reminder:

MY HUSBAND IS NOT THE ENEMY. SATAN IS.
And guess what? That slow driver on the highway—or swerving, speeding psycho—still not the enemy. That self-absorbed parent, oblivious to their kids, too busy on their phone—NOT the enemy. My kids, your kids, parents, coworkers, bosses, checkout clerks, Pastor Doug, the elders, that scowling guy at church, and anyone else who pops up on social media.
THEY ARE NOT THE ENEMY.

We are at war. Satan is on the prowl, searching for weaknesses in our armor. He does not stop. Do we know? Are we ready?

“Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.”

Our need to dive into the 5-5-5 isn’t just our Christian duty. This is our defense against the enemy. We need to be ready to stand, but not alone. Together. Around our waist, we wield TRUTH. Against our breast, we hold RIGHTEOUSNESS. Strapped to our feet is READINESS, which comes from PEACE. Clasped to our arm is FAITH, which we use to snuff out Satan’s lies and tricks. Protecting our head—our brain and thoughts—is SALVATION. In our hand is a sword, or THE BIBLE.

THESE are our defense against the war raging around us. This is how we have hope amongst chaos.

“And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.”

I went through a rough couple weeks. I felt depressed, unappreciated, alone. I became lethargic, unmotivated, and I stopped caring about important things in my life. I read my Bible, I prayed, but it didn’t break the cloud of suffocation I felt. Then a dear friend at LifeWater texted me. She asked how I was doing, whether I wanted to get together with our kids. Her message to me opened the door for me to ask for help, for prayer. Once I opened up about the funk I was in, she not only related to my experience, but she prayed for me. Then I was able to reach out to others in my Life Group, and they prayed for me. With so many brothers and sisters in Christ praying for me, I was able to break free from the depression.

Prayer is so important, but it’s not just to offer up requests to God for health, travel, and loved ones. Prayer is also an opportunity to connect with others in our community and fight alongside them. If we want to be a stronger Biblical community, we need to reach out to each other, pray for each other, check on each other, and love each other. I am so grateful for our community at LifeWater for this very reason and feel more connected here than I ever have before.